ME VS. MYSELF

May 12, 2011

ME: You have to stop looking at his profile if you want to get over him.

 

MY SELF: I can’t help it.. my hands have their own mind.. they type his name on the search box all the time..

 

ME: Why don’t you block him??

 

MY SELF: Oh. no.no.no.no. he’s still my friend, after all.

 

ME: You seem to have a lot of excuses.

 

MYSELF: Yeah. I hate it, though. I really don’t want to look at his profile.

 

ME: Does looking at his profile do you any good?

 

MYSELF: Not really.. but hey, i saw the girl… hahahaha

 

ME: Hahaha??? Why are you laughing?

 

MYSELF: Well, she’s not that pretty..

 

ME: So? Are you supposed to be happy about that? 

 

MYSELF: It’s a kind of a… what do you call that? uhm.. pampalubag-loob??

 

ME: Hehe. well, you may be better looking than her but she has something you do not have.

 

MYSELF: WHAT?

 

ME: His heart? 

 

MYSELF: I know.. you don’t need to rub it in.

 

ME: And you should not forget the fact that it’s your fault..

 

MYSELF: My fault? How is that my fault?

 

ME: You know what I’m talking about..

 

MYSELF: (Rolls eyes) Let’s go back to her, ok? Still, his love doesn’t make her pretty..

 

ME: So what? She’s pretty in his eyes, that’s for sure..

 

MYSELF: Well, he should not really trust his vision.. considering the fact that it’s not perfect..

 

ME: You could be really mean when you want to.

 

MYSELF: That’s why my office friends told me that they would make a movie starring me.. MEANEST GIRL

 

ME: You are not the meanest girl and you know that.. yes, you do have the ability to be, but I know that you don’t want to be that kind of gal.

 

MYSELF: You think you know everything.

 

ME: I do. I just accept them more  and deal with them better than you do. 

 

MYSELF: So what do I do now?

 

ME: Listen to Jesus.

 

MYSELF: Yeah, He promised us one thing, right?

 

ME: Yesssssssssss..and isn’t that promise enough to allow you to forget him?

 

MYSELF: I think it is.. but I don’t want to totally forget him , y’know?

 

ME: Why?

 

MYSELF: Cause he’s still a friend.. and he made me smile a lot.. you too.. and I just wanna forget the feelings I  have for him..

 

ME: Alright.. you should really forget that crazy feeling. And then you can go on being just friends with him. Just remember Jesus. Remember His promise.

 

MYSELF: OK. Just help me, ok?

 

ME: Sure.. that’s why I’m here.. to keep both of us sane.. ^_^

Can I really blame it on the rain?

May 11, 2011

HE_IS_WE-Blame_It_On_The_Rain

 

You got me caught in all this mess.
I guess we can blame it on the rain.
My pain is knowing I can’t have you.
I can’t have you.

Tell me.
Does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush?
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy?
Am I crazy?

I catch my breath.
The one you took the moment you entered the room.
My heart, it breaks at the thought
Of her holding you.

Does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush?
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy?
Or is this more than a crush?
Is it more than a crush?

Maybe I’m alone in this,
But I find peace in solitude
Knowing if I had but just one kiss
This whole room would be glowing.
We’d be glowing.
We’d be glowing.

Does she?
Tell me does she look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush?
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy?
Or is this more than a crush? (x2)

 

 

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I know it’s more than a crush… hahaha.. got to get over him, though.. y’know.. HIM… 

Anyway, if we can only blame it on someone or something else when we love someone who does not love us back.. or who does not love us back anymore.. then, it would be nicer, right?? 

 

enough of this.. 

 

just one last question…

why is it that when you want to get over someone, that’s the time when he or she is always in your mind??? I mean, seriously, why??

 

why do you do this to me? why do you do this so easily? you make it hard to smile because you make it hard to breathe.. why??

Anybody there?

May 9, 2011

Have you ever had the privilege of talking to God? I mean, it’s really true that He speaks to you.. literally..

 

You know, in your silence.. He would speak if you would only listen.. and you should listen.. cause He says a lot of good thing… and He talks about His promise..and how you’ll be able to reach your dreams if you’ll keep obeying Him… how He will give you certain gifts if you’ll stay at the path of righteousness.. He even answers questions you are afraid to ask.. 

 

and let me just share that Jesus has the best voice in the world.

 

It is soooooooo manly… soooooooo clear………. sooooooooo calm and sooooooooo comforting.. 

 

Man, I’m soooooooooooooo in love with Him. ^_^

I SING…

May 6, 2011

I sing.. 

..in the bathroom

..everytime I have a chance to

..my heart out

..as if I am always in love

..without effort (so they say)

..very well (yeah, God gave this talent to me so I don’t have to hide it)

..for you

..for God

..to praise God

..to glorify God

..to worship God

..to thank Jesus

..so that the everybody will know how much God loves them

 

^_^

 

YESTERDAY

May 5, 2011

I took an entrance exam yesterday. As you know, I am going back to the university.. I am going to take a medical course and  I will try to be a doctor.. Anyway, my father works there and I just told the OSA officer to tell him the results of my test. Apparently, I passed.  Since that college is a private one, of course, everyone passes the entrance exam. Haha! Still, the OSA officer kinda told everyone how good/smart I am so people there are congratulating my father because of my AWESOMENESS.. 

parang Mean Girls lang.. “awesomeness” ^_^

 

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